The next session is scheduled to be on October 2nd. I'm going to try really hard to make it that night, but I'll likely be no less than two hours late. Also, I know for sure that I'll be missing the session on October 30th for a family Halloween party up in Idaho. I'll be missing the session on December 25th if we have it then, too.

So are you saying Jason should offer double on time points that night to ensure that everyone is on time?

Right now I am REALLY struggling with plots. And I know I shouldn't be, because there are plenty of things that could happen in the city. I've set up some things for happening later, but I'm just about out of what I've thought of so far.

I'd like to cancel my campaign for right now (definitely the session on Oct 2) and get through this stressful period that I'm going through. Denise will have her surgery on Oct 9, and who knows, maybe that will resolve the high stress level I am feeling right now. I don't think it's just that, but it *could* be. I was already struggling with "finding enough time to do what I want to do" for the last several months, and was already thinking of cutting out gaming. I would rather not go to that step, but I do think that GMing when I was already feeling overwhelmed was not a good move for me. Right now I feel like I spend an awful lot of my available time trying to plan for the next week's session, and I feel like it it wasted, both because I feel uncreative right now, and the things I do come up with don't seem to be getting through the way I want them to. I think it's just because I'm too overwhelmed to be able to GM properly right now.